As I reflect on my life, I cannot help but shake my head once again, for the millionth time, as my heart gets broken yet again. I have got to guard it more LOL..... This time though, the difference is not a situation of unrequited love, but moreso a question of timing.... If only I had been born 10 years earlier, if only our paths had crossed earlier, if only......
My Dad use to say that if you have to begin a statement with "If only", then the situation would probably not have come to pass, there would have not been that same attraction, as there is now. So instead of thinking on "If only" perhaps it would be more productive to think of the future, and what lies ahead, and what may come to pass....never say never
For what its worth, JH is perhaps the only man I have ever known to have woken up this passion inside of me--and I am sure it is mutual.... If only? The next chapter awaits....